Bottled Up

My emotions are bottled!

I never feel like I get a chance to cry.

Pain in my heart is weighing me down and I'm screaming for help.

My heart is heavy although completely empty

Confused with emotions of a sane mind.

This is the worst...

When you can logical justify all your emotions...

Knowing why you feel the way you do...

Knowing that it will past..

Not being able to dwell in the moment of sorrow..

This is a gift and curse..

See everyone should be able to just get lost in there emotion even if it is only for a second.

But not me!

Not even with life and death...

I justify every situation logical...

radically..

Can I just lay on my floor and cry sometimes??

Please?

See I'm emotionally bottled up with emotion!

And not one human being can help me!

Some times when life seems to hard, I just want to be held..

Then I quote myself by saying, "Life is easy, we just have to live"

(Incomplete thoughts)